||[Sep. 1st, 2007|09:20 pm]
Linda Cecille Genevieve
|||||Hitch on TV||]|
Hi. I slept over at Brianna's last night. Darbi and Kate had a scary experience that we rescued them from. I woke up early today to get ready to go to the Renaissance Festival with Allyson, Anthony, and Kate. I woke up early to discover something that would make my day much worse. Equals I took a crapload of pain medication today and was not happy about being female. Stinking what is wrong with me?! I felt bad for being a downer or whatever. But it was fun. Fun fun. I was sufficiently distracted from my abdominal pain while we were doing wax hands. We drove home and I felt gross again. Then I came home and took a shower cause I was all dirty. Like dirty with dirt. That doesn't usually happen. But it felt good to get all clean after being all dirt-y. Then I braided my hair so it might be crimped tomorrow. Then I put pajamas on because nothing is comfortable right now and I just feel gross. My muscles hurt like growing pains even though I haven't grown for about two years. My jaw hurts from clenching all day. I clench my jaw to help control my negative emotions or feelings. Negative today = abdominal pain. We've been down this road.
I was just cleaning out my favorites on Explorer and I ended up looking through all my dance pictures. The ones I took on my deck all the time. I found myself being vainly jealous of myself in my three-years-younger body. I scolded myself for that. Because I know now I'm three-years-stronger. I think if I can get my uterus to cooperate, I might try to take some pictures just before school starts. I haven't done it since last fall. Or was it the fall before that? A long time ago. Aie. I like ballet. It's pretty.
I'm sleeping over at Brianna's tonight again. Fun stuff.